Sunday, October 17, 2010 12:44 AM
Had a bad evening today... even more so when I was heading to dempsey...
I shdnt have even give in to peggy's persuasion to join the get-together... not knowing that I would be qtn by someone I tot would not have know wat is happening...
Questioning me did not help and had made situation worst... cos not only it did not help clear the air but made me feel disappointed with this long time fren of mine...
11 years of friendship... This has shown how well this person know me... then be it... today it's like a "wakeup call"... all these while its just self-decieving for referring them as "buddies"... why do I always feel that there is a "wall" between and I would nv be like the usual "maesie" that I am in front of my other close peeps like phy, peggy, jas, gene, margaret and zenn... I tend to hold back comments reason being, I dunno wat she would be tinking and the fact is I also couldnt figure out what is going thru her mind...
I give up... Ive been disappointed with this fren for a long time and I didnt express it obvious becos I always have this tot in me "its hard to come by with a fren of so many years..." but subsequently, I feel the friendship between us is drifting apart.. more and more so as time goes by....
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:44 AM.
Wednesday, October 06, 2010 10:42 PM
Counting down to several activities...
This coming Sat (09 Oct '10), I'll be heading down to Wu for auditions... Auditioning for the "Dance New Areana"... Its a dance musical production in June 22-26 2011... and yes, its next year! I really hope Sheila will be choreographing the hiphop segment which I personally feel I could execute & feel her style better than other instructors... 3 different basic dance styles will be done during the audition (Hip Hop, Girl's Hip Hop & Jazz) however auditioners can only select 2. It's pretty obvious which 2 I'll be doing... cos Im still not quite a "jazz" dancer yet....
The long awaiting concert is finally here... October 23rd... finally the chance has came for me to see top korean grps like Big Bang, FT Island, Shinee & Girl's Generation... (^.^)b HAPPIE!!! Im kinda "mad" over G-Dragon at the moment hence I really really want to see him in person... oh man!!! his tattoos on both his lower arms which read "Dolce Vita" & "Moderato" are a charm and that adds on my "crave" to see him IN PERSON!!! lol.... and of course FT Island is also one of the reason I want to watch the concert... hopefully the seats that vonn bought are good seats with good "visual" of the entire concert... the sad thing is we couldnt buy the red zone (the most ex tix @ SGD258) which is the 1st few rows away from the stage... the tixs were wipe out within that day of launch... =( well, not much of a choice, Im considered lucky to have my hands on the 2nd most ex tix @ SGD218... so looking forward!!!
Having performances on Oct 30 and subsequently Xmas performance at Taka on Dec 19... its been awhile since Ive last performed... hmm... since end Feb (which is Code Edge 2010) Hope the performances will turn out well... Though the regulars are coming together to put up this performance but amongst us, somehow, there are still a differentiation in standards... I was hoping so much that my clicks will put up this performance such as Chingyi, Jas, Gene, Puayson, Ange and me.... Ive realised the great improvement we all had since our last performance together in DOC... and I wanted so much so much to see that "improvement" myself with all of them in the item... haiz.. however, its only mi, chingyi and gene in the item whereas the rest are regulars in class... I will hope for the best... =) Hwaiting!!!
Took leave today and the day just pass so FAST!!! Before I even realised it... Ive to prepare for bed soon.. and to wake up at 530am tml morning and a boring day of "viewing documentations" starts and ends at 6pm....
I guess Im "destined" to get myself stuck in this job....
Come to tink of it, I shd update my blog more often...
Good Night....
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
10:42 PM.
