Tuesday, April 25, 2006 11:57 PM
Hey babe!! This is an entry specially created for u... cos its been a really long time tat Ive actually seen u... the taggie board dun seem enough for mi to say wat I want... so here it goes:
I'll probably be tendering my resignation letter soon.. cos Im really really sick of GG>5... I'll be finding some office part-time jobs which maybe related to my degree.. at least I dun have to face f**kin irritating customers in Paragon... and u've jus reminded mi abt the existance of "GREAT SINGAPORE SALE"!!!! omg.. thanx for reminding mi!! I wun wanna go back and be my fitting room manager!!! HAHA!! Im gonna missed u guys!! but u noe.. things are different now at the outlet...
Btw Im also becomin a temporary full-time dancer... probably u wun noe wat it really means.. its smthing Im going to do full-time during this holiday... cos I really love the feel of performing on stage.. I guess u'll understand this feelin.. cos u are a performer yourself... Btw, does any of your frens are fans of World Cup??? My close fren is having this event on the 19th May 2006 (to be confirm again although its already confirmed!!!) at Club Momo.. its actually a countdown for world cup.. and I may be performing.. tat will also need to be confirm again..
but the impt note here is to support my fren's event.. cos he's an events planner... tats his rice bowl... so he's sourcing out for "old" dancers like mi and my grp to perform at such events... probably one day u'll catch mi performing on shows and programs!!!
Its a long entry.... See!! told u the taggie board not enough for mi to write liao!
Basically my current updates u might have noticed.. to mi, nothing special... cos there are nothing abt dance.. hehe.. so its boring with only projects & exams... *suckz*
Feel free to tag my board.. I'll go check out on ya bloggie often too... ciao!!! *muack*
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
11:57 PM.
Sunday, April 23, 2006 6:28 PM
Woke up at 11.45am... feed baby wth his sweet potatoes and fish, togther with all his supplements... and I was suppose to wake up earlier to continue with my studies on EG... abit worried... cos my batch is the 1st to take this totally new module... Jeffery Goh couldnt even tell us wat is going to come out cos he didnt even get to see the exam paper... *faintz.. but Im crossing my fingers it gonna be something tat I can bs all the way like wat i did for OE... *prayin REAL hard!!!*
Now its 6.30pm... on the last set of notes on EG... jus feel insecure.. dunno why... Gonna start further for finance... cos came to realised tat my EG paper tml is until 5 plus and by the time I reach home will be around 7pm... and I have 3 remaining topics to cover.. although its jus a few short chapters... Im still the kiasu kind as usual... wanting to finish as much as possible.. tink Im gonna continue finance aft Ive finished EG...
Im constantly eating nonstop todae... 1st, I had chee cheong fun and a big bowl of porridge from Bendemeer... all thanx to mommy who went there for breakfast in the morning and "doggybag" it for mi...
Later in the afternoon, started snacking... eat LOTZ of Ba kua & mommy made curry fishcakes and fishballs... *YUMMY!!!* the curry sauce is jus beyond description!!! fantastic!!! Mommy is indeed a fantastic cook!!!! Even Poco couldnt resist the smell of the curry... he sat beside mi the whole time to see if he has tat lil' chance of even tasting it and he kept licking his mouth nonstop!! haha.. a very cute sight...
Now Im too full to even have dinner.. but Im craving for lasagne... oh dear!! NO!! NO!! NO!!! (>.<)(>.<)(>.<) At this rate Im eating... Im gonna put on so much tat I tink I need at least a mth to shed off those fats that have been in mi for months.... *countless already!!!* Well, blogging kinda de-stress... okie.. back to studies!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
6:28 PM.
Thursday, April 20, 2006 3:41 PM
hehe.. nothing serious actually... but I tink I ought to change myself... Im sick of the old Mae Sie that I used to be.. and for goodness sake... whoever still spells my name as "MACY" Im gonna get pissed kk!!!! cos anyone who noes mi long enough shd noe my name is NOT SPELLED like tat but its "M-A-E-S-I-E"!!!!
GOT TAT???!!!!
Exam starts on Monday... and Im still at a slackin mode... studying speed super doper slow... and Im still stuck at finance... but gonna start on EG real soon... cos Im running out of time...
Im gonna changed into a different person!!! no... I shd say.. I MUST become a different person... I hate the old mi.... Im already over the matter.. but the more I tot of it... I jus feel tat Im like an idiot being fooled around... for christ sake!!! whoever does tat to mi again... you're gonna get screwed!!! trust mi!!!
Ive made my decision. The friendship is gone.. and I dun want to have anything to do with it anymore... no matter how much persuasion and toking u guys are gonna say.. it will make no difference... its a pity... but I tink my life would be better without it... I treasured every moment that Ive spend... and I felt that Im too freakin naive to actually trust someone so easily!!! but after wat had happen... its gone.. its gone FOREVER...
The sight of tat person really made mi sick... I AM sick now!!! Have not recovered from my flu yet...
Pls dun come "knocking on my door" askin who tat person is... cos IM NOT GONNA answer any qtns related to it... Im not going to tok abt it ... ask abt it or even grumble abt it anymore...
This will be my very LAST ENTRY Im gonna write on the issue...
ONE MORE THING!!! >>> Girlies!!!! Good luck for exams ya!!! Cya guys real soon... (^^.)
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
3:41 PM.
Sunday, April 16, 2006 9:41 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006 3:47 AM
Its 3.45am.. and wat shd I be doing by now?? slp rite!!! but nope.. Im over stressed!!! and I cant slp.. the stress is taking over mi to the extend tat I dun even feel tired.. why is this fucking 3000 word essay making mi all stressed up??? and goodess!!! Im really putting on weight... I feel so sick when I see myself in the mirror... look at my fat arms!!! ARGGGG!!! I feel like taking a knife to slice it up... (see!! Im so stress that I almost cant even spell "slice"... it took mi like a min to tink how to spell it!)
My hands are itchy... its really itchy where u need to scratch it... Am I striking a lottery??? Shd I go buy TOTO or wat??? Its really itchy and Im scratching until its turing red... Hmm.. will consider... cos I normally dun buy toto... only when my mum force mi to buy.. as usual...
My projects are actually almost done... but left with EG... Now while I blog.. I have this stack of books and notes in front of mi that make mi go like "aiyo.........." and honestly Im stuck at one part where I nv seem to go beyond tat... so sick!! so sick!! so sick!!!
oh yah... I went compasspoint this evening and made a pair of red specs... It cost mi $230 which I consider okie... compared to my previous pair, the gucci.. that cost mi almost $400... but well, finally Im done with a new specs and I can wear it during exams... cos everytime during exams period, my eyes are always super tired but no choice I always force myself to wear my contacts... but NOW... I dun need to!!! (HAPPY mi!!! *clap hand*) HAHAHA!!!
Fri going to sentosa with phy, kat, jas, min and many more.. dunno who else going... tink Tuang is going too!!! Anyway, I dunno why Im going.. Im not gonna go for suntan.. nor am I going for a swim in the sea which I DUN DARE!!! cos u noe lah.. so many incidents happen...nor am I bringing poco there to play... AND my exams are round the corner... by rite, I shd be at home mugging my books.. HOWEVER "by left", Im defying the normal routine of studyin and enjoy myself on wed and Fri 1st.. Muhahaha!!!
I tell u!! I swear Im throwing this fucking com away the very min I get my labby!!! Its irritating mi to the max... & Im literally bashing the com up... Marg and Na will noe wat I mean by tat.. cos they "witness" tat b4...
Arggg....... stupid EG is enough to stress the shit out of mi and now the stupid com is super lack and is to the extend tat I type one word.. it takes like a couple of seconds to appear!! Is this slow kk!!! Im already at my boiling point.. u can realised tat the 4 letter word keep coming out in my blog which normally I dun write out in full... normally I'll "censored" it by putting the "star star" thingy in between... watever.. I dun have the mood to do tat...
One more day to suffer and I'll "fly" to Party World for my KTV session!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
3:47 AM.
Saturday, April 08, 2006 12:12 PM
Msg to my SO LOVING & SWEET cousin of mine, Yvette!!!
HAAAAAAAAA!!!! Im been fooled by your crush calculator!!!!!
Promise to keep a secret ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe~~~~ (^^.)b
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:12 PM.
10:57 AM
Having my exams on 24th April.. which is REALLY round the corner.. and wat am I doing now??? Im STILL rushing my projects.. I feel so bad aft Jas asked mi out a couple of times and I couldnt make it.. cos I was rushing all my assignments. One down todae.. which is the irritating investment... two to go... EG (the killer 3000 words essay) and BGGC individual part... haiz.. Im really lacking of slp that my dark circles are really really black... Im only left with a week plus to study for my exams... how??? how?? how???
I wanna do so many things esp when Im really busy... I dunno why... Im always this weird... always like to do lots of stuffs when Im all tide up with projects and exams... Wanna go for a KTV session... wanna make a new specs... want a new hair cut.... wanna a manicure... etc!! etc!! etc!! how nice if Im stil back in my poly days... slack all the way thru the year... and no prob with exams cos u can literally study the nite b4 the exam... and with all the dance training and performances in campus.. orghhhhh.... I missed my poly days... I hate uni life.. cos its all abt projects and PLUS bitching and other kinds... sounds bad huh... but well, everyone has their own experiences in uni I guess... but wat I can say is.. for mi... uni life was fun esp when Im spending time with my gals... and esp the time when we are in Melbourne.. of course there are some unexpected issues popped out... but a confession to make.. I did enjoy the time Ive spend with the "person" together with my gals b4 everything starts changing... Life is filled with surprises... u nv know who will eventually changed and u will start losing your trust and worst of all, who noes u even gotta sacrifice your friendship... but I dun hope for the worst...
Anyway, thanx for all the sweet concerns from my sec sch buds... all of ya are still the best.. there's definitely no such things could ever happen in us.. we are all so bonded and always make it a point to meet and w/o fail, we always get all cranky and stuffs that made all of us laugh like mad... I also missed those years that we are in sch... always slping during chinese lessons... and always coming to sch early to copy homework.. esp accounts (tat apply to mi lah.. hehe...) and always participating in events like racial harmony.. haha!! Came across all the pics that we took in Peicai.. so hilarous!!! ESP kat wearing her malay kebaya... WAHAHAHA!!! Jas saw it and she was laughing like mad... BUT it really look weird lah!!!
I will miss sch days REAL SOON!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
10:57 AM.
Thursday, April 06, 2006 5:30 PM
It seems that everything I do have a purpose behind it... Its tough toking in here... cos there are so much things that is going on in my mind.. but I jus cant write it out.. its difficult to express wat Im feelin now somehow I jus feel annoyed easily over small issues nowadays... Im affected but Im getting over it really fast... (To my surprise honestly...)
I dun want anything to do with mi... or even hear it... it jus get so nauseous and sickening that even Ms "dun care" agrees to it when we are tokin on MSN... its smthing Ive nv imagine that could actually happen... its a pity... but it smthing that has hurt and disappoint mi quite badly that Im literally "throwing" this "thing" away... Im starting to have this kind of rage that Im literally hate the sight of that person...
Get lost.. and dun appear in front of mi anymore..
U can nv imagine how much hatred Ive actually have against u...
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
5:30 PM.
Sunday, April 02, 2006 1:30 AM
Photos taken from my cousin, walter's wedding... bright colors for the morning at the tea ceremony... u can see it yourself... and the other pic shows the both of us at the dinner....
Abit of updates since its been some time Ive not blog... busy with my projects as usual... went out with my buddies for dinner and did some window shopping... Ive really gotta control my spending... it feels awful but I dun have a choice... & as for now... Im the same old mi again... back on my feet..happily moving on cos jus felt that I will be a total dumb ass to be bother by such little nonsensical stuffs... no worries!!! (This particular sentence is for whoever gave mi their concerns... Thanx so much... w/o u guys... I wun have got over it so fast...)
Had a fantastic outing and dinner with my sec sch buds on Friday... it was really a great one.. cos lots of us havent been meetin up for a long time beside Phy and Kat.. the usual ones... Surprisingly took lots of candid shots which I will post up very soon.. (MSG FOR MIN>>> if u happen to read my blog, dun forget to log in on Sun.. mi & Phy will "haunt" u for the pics if u dun log on to MSN!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!) Some preview for the pics to be posted up soon... its gonna be a bunch of crazy ones.. cos its all really candid.. where some were taken w/o even knowing tat we are caught on cam... it was good though... I enjoyed myself so much which made mi missed my sec days with all of them... smthing to tell u guys (okie.. Im gonna named everyone of u!!!!) here i go...
PingTuang
Phy
Kat
Min
I LOVE u guys, always stay pretty and happy.. & most importantly treasure this frenship of ours cos we have come this far (a decade at least??) & we still make it a point to meet up and update each other on our bloggies!
woo... suddenly so emo... haha!!!
well... Im tired while bloggin but I can say Im living it to the fullest... (^^.)
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:30 AM.
Carrying all the stuffs to the beach.. its so freakin heavy kk!!! btw wat is phy doing ar???
Yup... still walking and finding the ideal place to settle down..
FINALLY!!! hehe.. its my 1st time pitching this kind of tent...
Setting up the fire to bbq our food...
Preparing the chicken!!!
I didnt wanna take my top off... stupid phy made mi do it so that she have company... mi and my flabby tummy... lucky its being block a little...
Its raining outside.. so here we are!! Taking photos in the tent.. saw my tan?? not very brown actually... but I have burnt shoulders!!! now it hurts so much kk!!!
oh dear... my smile is a little too "big" huh...
okie.. I like this pic!!! look at my arm!!! not fat ya!!!
mi and min
From this pic onwards.. tink im beginning to feel unwell...
mi reading cleo and some "bo liao" pple keep taking photos...
look at kat's tan.. its super red!! tink she has the worst sunburn!!
Look at them.. all drenched!!! cos they went swimming in the rain... *salute *
Look how shag I am!!! I was feeling real tired...
After a nice hot shower.. we decided to continue our bbq at Jas's yard... hehe.. although Im not feelin well... Im still enjoying my food!!! butter golden mushrooms!! YUMMY!!!
yah.. we even fried vegetables...
my egg mayo... phy and kat preparing toasts with it...
At Bishan Party world... so sweet of jas to actually bring blankets there!!! haha!!!
Abit of updates since its been some time Ive not blog... busy with my projects as usual... went out with my buddies for dinner and did some window shopping... Ive really gotta control my spending... it feels awful but I dun have a choice... & as for now... Im the same old mi again... back on my feet..happily moving on cos jus felt that I will be a total dumb ass to be bother by such little nonsensical stuffs... no worries!!! (This particular sentence is for whoever gave mi their concerns... Thanx so much... w/o u guys... I wun have got over it so fast...)