Saturday, May 16, 2009 1:49 AM
Street Jazz advance beginners is coming to an end... Girls' Hip Hop here I come.... Gonna miss Ryan so much... =(
Class today was disasterous... 5 8s in less than 45 mins... floor works which resulted in badly bruised kneecaps... body aches all over... mind overloaded with tons of dance routines which is causing me to have a mental block all of a sudden... Anyway, it is to be continued next fri... @_@ yes... it just get tougher each week but I luuuvvvv it so much... haha!!!
Shd I just quit my job and venture into this passion of mine of many years??? I need smthing more than just a normal 9-to-5 job... someone! pls tell me I shd QUIT my job!!!
This week @ work was good, not exactly a fantastic one but somehow enjoyed the week. Basically my boss is on a super doper long leave... Hence, no boss = no tension... Yeah man!!! & plus someone is not around to fustrate me... so basically...........
Maesie = Happy Happy HAPPY... simple as tat...
In addition, I tot maybe "someone" has also inspired me to blog.... I have decided to name this "someone" as "THE PERVERTED VILLAGE PIG". (P/S: I tink Im being too kind here cos pigs are cute) Anyway, I just don't understand how these kind of pple existed & in fact they are wasted... TOTALLY FUCKING WASTED!!! Village Pig should spend more time doing things that are more feasible rather than spending time IM-ing pple/posting on the bulletin talking senseless loads & loads of SHIT!!! BULLSHIT!!!
Ignoring such pple like Village Pig definitely value-add my life. However, I should also thank Village Pig for showing me that such indespicable pple actually existed in real life cos I tot only such characters can only be found in tv dramas... YES!!! how naive can I be................ I also tot that "bimbotic" can only be used on a woman... but apparently I AM SO SO SO FREAKIN WRONG!!! After what Village Pig told me over sametime... I couldnt find any better words to describe him but a "BIMBO". Im not gonna elaborate on what exactly Village Pig has said. However, the main point he has highlighted is that "ALL SPOREAN GIRLS ARE MATERIALISTIC". WTF!!! KNN!!! wat exactly happen to this fuckin man and which girl (*You've made the women PROUD!!! SO PROUD!!!) made this poor man tink this way... I emphatised Village Pig.... pathetic... he says he want a simple girl, ask/wants NOTHING which also means a roof over the head with NO goals in life, eat, slp, looks after the family... with this mindset of his... I would suggest either he married a female dog = BITCH or stay single & a VIRGIN for the rest of his life...
ok bitching session shall end here......
slpy..................
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:49 AM.
Saturday, May 02, 2009 12:33 AM
Its 12.33am. I can't seem to get myself to sleep though I know I need to wake up early tml.
Thursday was a motherfuckin bad day for me. obviously 'someone' made my day again.
wat's with all that jealousy of hers that is making my life in the office so fuckup!!! Im not affected by the fact that someone claims loving me (gosh this is making mi nauseous) anyway, Im fine with confessions, be it different genders but at times when I made my stand clear, I want my msg to get across & not wanting to repeat time and again. This is getting abit far too much & I seriously tink this bitch gotta put a stop to it & don't keep testing my patience. I have a nasty temper & at times, I tot maybe I needed anger mgt badly. BUT......... I can't believe I could keep my cool so well on thurs. Even arguing over tat fuckin petty issue, I could do it so discreetly and softly. WTF. How I wish I could just give her a tight slap & walk off.
Describing me as if Im a player or just another slut who will accept any Tom, Dick or Harry that comes along made me damn pissed & angry!!! Shawty told me she dun even consider that person as a rival & would feel humiliated when being compared. FUCK!!! who is comparing. This fuckin shawty is clouded by her own jealousy to even tink properly or tok sense & starting to have her own set of interpretations. Fuckin CB. Waste my fuckin time arguing with her.
While pouring out all my fustrations & anger to my babes over dinner.
A text msg came in:
"Just wanna apologise to you for today's. Might be that todays's work a little demanding but still I know I shouldn't have flared up.. Feeling guilty bout it.. Hope you dun take it to heart.. Im sorry.."
CB. Fuck off!!! apparently, "sorry" doesnt work / erased watever you've just said.
Mae Sie is damn fuckin pissed. Even till now.
(p/s: Pardon me, Ive seriously used lotsa "f" in today's entry)
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:33 AM.
