Friday, March 24, 2006 12:39 AM
Yes.. its a bad week for mi... fustrating and disappointed... dunno where to flare it out.. but of course eventually Ive found "someone" to let out all my unhappiness... u noe who u are.. and Im feeling so much better now.. REALLY!!! thanx!!! *muack*
Im beginning to lose the trust which I used to tink I have... & sad to say I really am... I dun wish such things to happen but it seems everything jus happens so coincidental.. every single thing jus falls in place.. I dun wish to noe cos it will definitely affect my mood but somehow it jus keep appearing in front of mi.. and the fact is I dun even wanna noe abt it at all!!! There is always a way to let mi discover the truth.. I dunno its good or bad... but it jus get so sucky and sickening... which somehow its affecting every single inch in mi!!! serious!!! I hate it!!! but I noe I will get over it eventually.. cos I noe myself too well... I maybe grumbling at this point of time.. but I'll be jumping sky high the very next min when it simmers down...
okie.. change of topic.. todae went for a wine workshop... it was fun!!! tasting of the 3 different kinds of red wine... FINALLY... I noe wat are they!!! or else always drink w/o knowing the meaning and name behind it!!! but as wat Ben said.. I enjoyed the cheese more than the wine.. and tats true.. cos I literally finish the entire plate of camerbet cheese... *yummy!!!* Haha!!! but one bad thing is Im red till the neck!!! I dun like it.. but I still did enjoy the cheese!!! Muahaha!!!
Borrowed "Tuesdays with Morrie" from Ben... & I regretted borrowing it cos Im glued to the book NOW... its so freaking sickening TOUCHING tat made mi tear.. I read it on mrt when Im on my way home.. and yes!!! my eyes are filled with tears tat I needed to stop for awhile b4 continuing... but when on a bus journey back home from SengKang.. my tears jus flows... lucky no one saw it... *phew*
Shall continue with the book ...
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:39 AM.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 10:39 PM
I hate myself for wat I am todae... everything jus couldnt go the way tat I wanted... be it anything... it seems so difficult especially for mi... why isst some pple may sound it so simple but it nv occurs to mi??? wat is the problem??? I couldnt even identify it myself... how could others help... why is always the pple that I wun even bother abt show their concerns... sickening... I dun wanna bother abt it ANYMORE...
Anyway, had dinner as usual with my buddies... Were at Topshop for a short while and happen to come across this really cute dress but the 1st thing kat and jas saw it.. they were lauging like siow and told mi "wat's wrong with u???" I was like "isnt this nice???" and noe wat... Topshop actually came in "TOPSHOP MATERNITY". & YES!!! Ive took a maternity dress which DOESNT look like one!!! but tell u... its nice k!!! okie!! okie!! wait till Im pregnant.. I'll DEFINITELY get one myself!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
Yesterdae was a great nite.. cos I so happen to meet Bridger at Bugis and we did LOTS of catchin up which obviously wasnt enough... Im really envious of Bridger... she is one fortunate gal which has smthing tat all gals will yearn for... (>.<) orhhh...
Gosh... another full day for mi tml... project meetings and stuff... ARGGG!!! I missed my bed, tv and literally EVERTHING in the hse!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
10:39 PM.
Sunday, March 19, 2006 11:12 PM
Mommy went on a shoppin spree for my cousin's wedding this coming week... and for mi.. I had a hard time with grandma who waited outside countless fitting rooms for mommy to get smthing tat she like... to the extend grandma and I needed a cafe mocha at starbucks to perk us up b4 continuing the "shopping torture"... & of course mommy finally got wat she wanted!! THANK GOD!!!
So happen tat Ive been tokin to a couple of pple on msn tis week which I havent been toking to as often as tokin to my gals... found out things always happens in a contradicting manner which its so fustrating... when a person is so willing to accept u... u play hard to get... and when u regretted your actions and jolly well decided to "switch roles"... tat person has already forgotten all tat feelings towards u.. its sad I can say.. but tats life...
Came to realised smthing abt myself... I find it kinda scary cos its not my usual self when I tink back... one of the day in a taxi with the gals... we chat thruout the journey on the taxi... but surprisingly I didnt utter a single word when we mention smthing... I found myself so unforgiving and so cold which I felt Ive changed when I hated smthing so so much.. I used to shoot like an aimless machine gun.. but at tat point.. Im too sick to comment anything but honestly I dun even bother anymore...
Anyway.. went to my uncle's hse for some afternoon tea party for my cousin's wedding.. had a great time and manage to take a pic with my couz... had a great time chatting with them esp when we are deciding on wat to wear and the tips of makeup and stuffs!!! hehe.. gals lah!! u noe!!!
I so so wanted to post up the pic which Ive taken with my couz!! BUT stupid bloggie couldnt upload!!! ARGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
11:12 PM.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 12:40 AM
I quite like this photo & wanted to specially post this up although its been awhile back when I went to the zoo with the gals!!! hehe... It was hot and sticky tat day but yet filled with fun!!! Its always the word "fun" tat I would ALWAYS used when Im with the gals.. funny huh!!! but anyway, look at lil' lucas's laugh.. so cute rite??? This is so far the ONLY photo tat he laugh until like tat k!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:40 AM.
Friday, March 17, 2006 11:41 PM
Had lots of fun having BBQ at my place with the gals!!! Chatting.. laughing and playing with water as usual... Lots of things happened thruout the week tat made mi mentally tired... I hate it... & the fact is I dun even wanna tok abt it...
Darn with tat diet thingy tat I tot I was determined to do it.. but well.. here I am munching on Maxims chocolates airflown from Paris... goodness!!! who can resist TAT!!! & was kinda surprised tat Max msn mi yesterdae nite which normally he doesnt... things tat he said made mi really feel like flipping off my chair.. interesting guy.. haha!!!
Anyway, here are the pics of the BBQ on Tue evening...
The 4 of us asual...
Mi & Ying enjoying the food... while the guys are BBQing the food... hehe!!!
Posers!!! HAHA!!
Grp pic!!! W/o mi of course!!!
Look how delightful these 2 gals are!!!
Torture Time!!!
Revenge time!!! HAHAHA!!!
Oops!!! said smthing wrong???
YAH!!! we manage to squeeze into the kiddy table!!!
Candid pic!!! *Muack Muack*
Finally a proper one!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
11:41 PM.
Sunday, March 12, 2006 8:08 PM
At Changi Airport...
Our 1st and 2nd day in HK.. hehe.. cant wait to eat the curry fishball!!!
Wong Tai Sin Temple.. will visit this place w/o fail everytime Im in HK.
Was at Sheung wan & Causeway bay.. doing our shopping as usual...
At Mongkok... did some shopping for baby.. and bought him a lil' bed and pillow... and OF COURSE did my own shopping too!!!
Yummy!! Yummy!!!
Our last min shopping in Mongkok again!!! Our fav place.. & had some dim sum with my mom.. and finally at the airport.. heading back to Spore..
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
8:08 PM.
Friday, March 10, 2006 4:12 PM
The gals stayed over at my place.. it was so fun!!! Cracked lame jokes while rushing our project... and seen the ugliest sides of one another... laughed and tok so much that we didnt even want to go to bed & noe wat!!! it was already 6am!!! & I have a test the next day... we did project like 24 hrs and Na did more than tat... But we did have loads of fun!!! Although the project gave us a big headache.. the "slumber party" did some help... HAHA!!! u gals gonna stay over one of the nites again!!! NOW plus junying... I tink they would literally turn my hse upside down!!!
OHH!!! Almost forgotten smthing!!! Have to give a BIG BIG HUG and KISS to Na & Marg!!! cos they did the project most of the time and let mi study for my test!!! They were fantastic!!! and gotta tell u gals "THANK U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" *Muack*
Anyway, Some ugly pics to share!!!
The gals with Poco!!!
Look at the clock??? it already 3.15am but yet we are still wide awake!!!
EVIDENCE!!! Look wat Na is doing?? Poor Marg!!!
My lil' darling who accompanied us for the nite...
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
4:12 PM.
Saturday, March 04, 2006 1:34 AM
Met Peishi for dinner... and dinner was suppose to be only the 2 of us.. and ended up with a total of 6 pple eating!!! Met Kat and Jas at Taka.. and they were abt to have dinner... so we decided to have Jap food at Cine together... and as we walk along... met Phy and Yande... & obviously they joined us too... Had fun during dinner, food was not too bad... But Phy was so BAD!!! she did smthing that is so freakin OBVIOUS & she tot tat I didnt notice... however, somewhere & somehow the VERY MOMENT she pushes Yande to the seat and I saw her face... I knew wat she was up to!!! (P/S: Phy!!! Dun forget!!! I didnt noe u a decade for NOTHING!!! PLS!!!) Anyway, Ive enjoyed dinner...
Peishi & I went for coffee aft tat... the rest went for movies... didnt join them cos there are so much catching up between the both of us... as usual.. talk alot alot alot!!!
Hiaz... I realised tat as I grow older I get so emotional!!! I dun understand why... but somehow, Im like a crybaby ever since Jjiangoo passed away... (fyi: Jjiangoo is my 1st puppy) Ive not tell this to many cos I know I cant control my emotions...
Some pple may tink its stupid to cry over an animal... But u nv understand a dog owner's feelings.. wat I can say is I see Jjiangoo thru a stage where it really impact alot in my life... & the only thing I didnt regret was I defied my mum's warning abt Jjiangoo's virus and carried him the last time b4 he passed away in the mornin... it was really sad.. I tot I had gotten over this matter after 3 years plus.. but the fact is I still havent... I left the name Jjiangoo and not naming my nxt dog the same name cos I wanted to rem him.. its an emotional roller coaster at tat point of time tat I cried 3 solid days...
& this evening when I jus happen to talk abt the past and some personal stuffs to peishi... I started to tear nonstop for no reasons!!! do u believe it!!! I detest this particular part of mi NOW!!! & I realised tat I cant mention anything abt Jjiangoo... cos literally EVERYTIME I tok abt him... I will cry like nobody's biz I tell u!!! I told Jas abt how much I love this lil' baby when he was still alive... I cried until Jas was tearing with mi & kat had to buy tissue for mi.. & another time was when I was having wine with daryl & bridger.. they happen to ask mi abt Jjiangoo... and they didnt know tat THIS was my soft spot... not to mention... I cried again!!! & this time even worst.. it took mi even longer to stop crying!!! Funny thing was daryl tried comfortin mi and say if I dun stop he will also start crying too!!! Haha...
In the past, Im a person that HARDLY cry much... When my great grandma passed away... I didnt even had a tear flowing down my face... NOT EVEN having tears "floatin" in my eyes... do u noe to the extent.. I was like forcing myself to cry!! @_@ I find it so so silly when tinkin back...
Anyway, its good knowing how to relieve your emo as its bad bottling up... I remembered my lecturer, Jeffery Goh did mention... "why women lives longer??" and answer is "becos they know how to CRY!!!" haha... He's indeed a very interesting lecturer!!!
Feel good tokin abt this again... cos finally Im not crying in front of anyone but my monitor... haha... BUT anyone whoever came across this bloggie... u noe wat cannot be mention in front of mi.. or else u have to provide lots of tissue paper hor!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:34 AM.
Friday, March 03, 2006 1:18 AM
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:18 AM.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006 1:23 AM
Yupe!! Im back to "hell"!!! tats wat na wrote on my taggie.. Gonna rush projects and stuffs.. sickening!!!
Anyway, Hong Kong was fantastic.. lots of cute guys around unlike spore.. I hardly come across one that will make mi "wahhh..." phy & I even came across a hunky policeman which made our heads turn to look at him for the second time... haha!!!
As usual bought plenty of stuffs back... 7 pairs of shoes, 5 bags and umpteen pairs of bottoms and tops.. countless... its super cheap compared to Spore.. its really a shopping paradise.. its SO MUCH SO MUCH better than bangkok.. trust mi!!! Food was great... cos I was able to speak cantonese and ordered some of their specialities... at 1st, I didnt have the habit of speaking in cantonese but cos my dear phy couldnt even communicate but could only speak single words.. I have no choice but to do most of the talkin... -_-
Met my poly buddy celest in HK... both of us were so happy tat we hug each other and I almost burst into tears and she spoke in Cantonese saying that she missed mi so much... Orhh.. it literally melt my heart... isnt tat sweet!!! & guess wat.. Im so excited meetin celest tat I forgotten to take pics with her... @_@ Im so BLUR rite!!! haiz... luckily she will be flyin back to Spore for 1 nite and I'll be meeting her for dinner.. gonna take lots of pics then!!!
Its so fast that Im already back a couple of days... its jus like a snap of a finger and here I am.. back in Spore... *sobz* Shall post up my hk pics real soon!!!
Went to read ying's bloggie jus now (p/s: shall call u jun ying frm now on!!! haha!)... mention abt us, the gerlies.. tats sweet of u! honestly, Ive a fantastic time esp this sem.. lots and lots of laughing, BITCHING and complains... jus felt that we could have been buddies long time back.. rite frm the 3rd sem...
Anyway.. it nv too late!!! rite!! (^.^) The gerlies did make full use of this sem esp to go for some outings, clubbings and fun out there!!!
U gals ROCKZ!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:23 AM.
At Changi Airport...
Our 1st and 2nd day in HK.. hehe.. cant wait to eat the curry fishball!!!
Wong Tai Sin Temple.. will visit this place w/o fail everytime Im in HK.
Was at Sheung wan & Causeway bay.. doing our shopping as usual...
At Mongkok... did some shopping for baby.. and bought him a lil' bed and pillow... and OF COURSE did my own shopping too!!!
Yummy!! Yummy!!!
Our last min shopping in Mongkok again!!! Our fav place.. & had some dim sum with my mom.. and finally at the airport.. heading back to Spore..
The gals with Poco!!!
Look at the clock??? it already 3.15am but yet we are still wide awake!!!
EVIDENCE!!! Look wat Na is doing?? Poor Marg!!!
My lil' darling who accompanied us for the nite... 