Saturday, February 28, 2009 9:50 PM
Abruptly my life has ran amok.
Bizarre ways of thinking... & not in the slightest bit you'll ever tot I'll think in 'that' way...
I never seem to be satisfied with what I have... but of course I love the way I lead my life but..................... it can be better!!! (^^.)b
Sneakers, skinny jeans, jackets is definitely in my "season" now! & in fact Ive just added a new 'baby' to my collection. The Adidas Originals Nizza Mid Sleek. A whooping 20% discount was an additional plus point to my purchase.
A very very elated me! Yes I am!
20th march is what Im SO looking forward to now!!! Heading back to Ryan's class!!! but I just detest the location. Of all place, its re-located NEXT to a cheena nite club la!!! & you know wat, the nite club girls are dressed in damn "oh-biang' long dresses & the colours!!! omg!! you named it... you have it... & they would always sits outside the club makan-ing in those dresses & passer-bys would practically gawk at them. (fyi, passer-bys = MEN)
Hopefully, in one mth's time... a new me can be 're-born' & of course Im yearning for a miracle... =X cannot tell... otherwise, it will not come true... LOL!!!
wa lau... Wat am I toking???
*shake head* Im so not in the right state to blog today.
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
9:50 PM.
Friday, February 20, 2009 11:20 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009 10:05 PM
Nothing beats lazing in bed... snuggling up to your lil doggy's tummy... having your fav food on a sunday aftnn... flipping thru magazines for the (usual) urge to see wat your wardrobe is (still) missing out on... watching a blockbuster movie on 5 while having dinner...
hmmm... wishing this could just go on forever...
Aside to that... Came to realise smting... as a person gets older... Subconsciously you'll get worried with insignificant things that happens around you... be it your job, friends, colleagues, family etc... it seems every bits & pieces of it just influence the way you'll react & the way your thinking goes....
Im stuck in between of whether "to go" or "not to go" becos exhaustion has clouded my thoughts in fact every single part of me which made me came up with this decision to go... Then again, the thing that puts me in self-denial are the pleasure-seeking pple (my kind of species) around me who made worklife simply worth working for... Im not the kind of person who will be distressed over such petty matters... but I dun seem to be pulling myself out of this shit hole.... argghhh... this is seriously a torment cos the fact is I STILL DUNNO WAT I REALLY WAT!!!
Answer-defying qtns are bound to be the first to slap me on my face... and I dun tink I can handle it... geez... wats wrong with me.... I always handle such things with a pinch of salt.... probably Im just getting highly emotional as time passes...
well, tink its really time to do smthing for myself... and always put myself as "THE priority".
my future is better than my past
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
10:05 PM.
Sunday, February 01, 2009 2:30 PM
HOW I WISH THAT WAS ME DOING IT TO THE "DOGGY" FROM MY OFFICE!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
2:30 PM.
