Saturday, May 02, 2009 12:33 AM
Its 12.33am. I can't seem to get myself to sleep though I know I need to wake up early tml.
Thursday was a motherfuckin bad day for me. obviously 'someone' made my day again.
wat's with all that jealousy of hers that is making my life in the office so fuckup!!! Im not affected by the fact that someone claims loving me (gosh this is making mi nauseous) anyway, Im fine with confessions, be it different genders but at times when I made my stand clear, I want my msg to get across & not wanting to repeat time and again. This is getting abit far too much & I seriously tink this bitch gotta put a stop to it & don't keep testing my patience. I have a nasty temper & at times, I tot maybe I needed anger mgt badly. BUT......... I can't believe I could keep my cool so well on thurs. Even arguing over tat fuckin petty issue, I could do it so discreetly and softly. WTF. How I wish I could just give her a tight slap & walk off.
Describing me as if Im a player or just another slut who will accept any Tom, Dick or Harry that comes along made me damn pissed & angry!!! Shawty told me she dun even consider that person as a rival & would feel humiliated when being compared. FUCK!!! who is comparing. This fuckin shawty is clouded by her own jealousy to even tink properly or tok sense & starting to have her own set of interpretations. Fuckin CB. Waste my fuckin time arguing with her.
While pouring out all my fustrations & anger to my babes over dinner.
A text msg came in:
"Just wanna apologise to you for today's. Might be that todays's work a little demanding but still I know I shouldn't have flared up.. Feeling guilty bout it.. Hope you dun take it to heart.. Im sorry.."
CB. Fuck off!!! apparently, "sorry" doesnt work / erased watever you've just said.
Mae Sie is damn fuckin pissed. Even till now.
(p/s: Pardon me, Ive seriously used lotsa "f" in today's entry)
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:33 AM.
