Sunday, February 08, 2009 10:05 PM
Nothing beats lazing in bed... snuggling up to your lil doggy's tummy... having your fav food on a sunday aftnn... flipping thru magazines for the (usual) urge to see wat your wardrobe is (still) missing out on... watching a blockbuster movie on 5 while having dinner...
hmmm... wishing this could just go on forever...
Aside to that... Came to realise smting... as a person gets older... Subconsciously you'll get worried with insignificant things that happens around you... be it your job, friends, colleagues, family etc... it seems every bits & pieces of it just influence the way you'll react & the way your thinking goes....
Im stuck in between of whether "to go" or "not to go" becos exhaustion has clouded my thoughts in fact every single part of me which made me came up with this decision to go... Then again, the thing that puts me in self-denial are the pleasure-seeking pple (my kind of species) around me who made worklife simply worth working for... Im not the kind of person who will be distressed over such petty matters... but I dun seem to be pulling myself out of this shit hole.... argghhh... this is seriously a torment cos the fact is I STILL DUNNO WAT I REALLY WAT!!!
Answer-defying qtns are bound to be the first to slap me on my face... and I dun tink I can handle it... geez... wats wrong with me.... I always handle such things with a pinch of salt.... probably Im just getting highly emotional as time passes...
well, tink its really time to do smthing for myself... and always put myself as "THE priority".
my future is better than my past
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
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