Mixed feelings now... I dunno why... I dunno how to express what Im feeling now... so much things are happening in my life which I have no idea which one shd I deal with it 1st...
Confide is one thing that Ive done... but there is still smthing missing... honestly I myself dunno wat is missing either...
Initially things are going the way that I want it to be.. but it has somehow became "staggnant"... I hate it.... why am I always the one who does things 1st... I just dun understand.. its becoming more fustrating... today is the 3rd day... Im not going to do anything...
Anyway I happened to ponder onto a song "Flower Pot" sung by a korean singer, Alex. The lyrics touched mi which unknowingly tears just fell... I just feel the older I get.. the more useless I become....
SONG: Flower Pot
He is approaching... from a far far far distance... How am I to express my shaking heart... He... stole my heart from the very start... and gave me an illness that I cannot recover from... I want to be a flower pot, that stand on his small window sill. Even if I wont be able to say a single word, or expect anything. From time to time,I'll receive his smile and caresses, And just watch his sleeping face.
These are the touching lyrics.... it somehow describe a little of wat im feeling now... Ive also paste the video link from youtube to share this song with everyone...
Mixed feelings now... I dunno why... I dunno how to express what Im feeling now... so much things are happening in my life which I have no idea which one shd I deal with it 1st...
