Todae didnt go to work cos having a fever and its really bad as my fever keeps going up & down... Went to see a doctor yesterdae evening aft work... waited for like 45mins!!! Imagine when you are so sick and practically you feel like slpin on the floor already!!! But yet you still have to wait for your turn to see the doc... Doc says Im having a virus infection... when he took my temp... it was 37.2 degrees but later part of the night at home, it shot up to 38 degrees & worst still after taking my medication... tot it would be better... but apparently it didnt... this morning I took my temp again... it shot up to 38.7 degrees and & I took again around 8 plus in th morning... it shot up AGAIN!!! at 39 degrees!!! no choice I force myself up to eat something b4 taking my medication... I feel like dying... my head is so freaking heavy and everything around me seems to be floating... but as for now, considering not having such a heavy head... my temp gone down to 37 degrees, at least Im feeling so much better now... of course!!! or else I wun be blogging now...
Was actually not feeling well yesterdae after lunch... having very bad running nose... my stupid mucus keep flowing until now the side of my nose are peeling like nobody's biz... my colleagues was nice asking mi if Im okie... obviously Im not okie... but I have to do my reporting... stayed at work until 6.30 which initally I wanted to leave at 6pm on the dot... but didnt cos I had this feeling I will be on mc todae... so cleared as much as my body & head allows me to....
In fact, missed the days when Im still studying though I ONLY missed the free time and amply slp I can have... DEFINITELY NOT THE PROJECTS & EXAMS!!!
Celest came back to Spore once again... wanted to meet everyone... & it seems that this is not going to happen cos had a heated argument yesterdae with Shiyun thru sms... this so called a "happy" gathering was dragged for days!!! decidin when to actually meet where EVERYONE is available... either one cannot make it or the other one had smthing on... so I intiate to make the final decision as in whoever can make it... "you are most welcome to join" but who couldnt make it then no choice... cos celest is flying back on Mon... & I even mention I dun want to wait for who ever cant make it and by then celest may have flown back to hk... Shiyun came back with a sms which is 8 long msgs... saying that she is very disappointed with the msg Ive send, & becos of my msg in the morning, I make everyone didnt want to turn up for the gathering & she even have the cheek to mention that the past few days she has put in so much effort to get everyone togther and now her efforts are down the drain... FUCK!!!! WAT NOW!!! my fault lah!!! another thing she mention is that I dun treat everyone as my buddy.. & saying it seems that I only have the interest to meet celest and not the rest!!! fucking childish!!! waste my time!!!
I feel that the conversation between me a& shiyun shd be known by the rest.. so whenever I return my msg to shiyun I would mass sms to everyone... letting them noe what is going on... Apparently it doesnt seem to be my msg that made everyone didnt want to turn up for the gathering but its more like they REALLY HAVE smthing to attend to & cant change the appointment... Adelene msg us saying that this is suppose to be a happy gathering & she admit that the argment thingy is partly cause by her as she really cant make it to the gathering.. (SO THIS ONE NOT MY FAULT RITE!!!) Haojun msg back saying that he already ask us to go ahead without him and what is happening now??? (SO DOES THIS SEEMS LIKE I CAUSED EVERYONE NOT TO TURN UP FOR THE GATHERING???) shiyun still jolly well msg mi saying that adelene have to go "Sao Mu" & haojun had smthing on!!! Isnt she slappin her own mouth??? THEN DONT COME SAYING BECOS OF MY MSG EVERYONE DECIDED NOT TO TURN UP LAH!!!
Wat??? now the gathering which she suppose to get everyone togther failed so she is trying to point her finger at mi isst??? FUCK OFF!!!! *SLAP HER* She still can say hope this will not affect our friendship... WAT YOU TINK??? jus becos of such minor issue argue until like tat!!! I feel so freaking childish when I reply my msges...
I made a very stern reply & sms to everyone... "Cancel the gathering, & why make everyone in such a difficult position and Im definitely affected by the heated argument.. in future, dun include mi in ANY GATHERING. & this time round I will meet celest myself.. you all go decide when to meet her on your own... I dun want to argue on in this kinda matter cos I have alot of work to catch up & I have other better things to attend to than to argue over such issue." I noe this msg sent out will definitely affect the frenship but shiyun has gone too far....
Anyway, forget abt this unhappy issue cos Im meeting celest tml provided if Im well enough... Yet to have the time to upload the pics that I have went sentosa with phy & kat on saturday... was really fun though spend quite alot of $$$...
Shall stop here... feeling my fever is rising again...
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
3:41 PM.
