Its 3.45am.. and wat shd I be doing by now?? slp rite!!! but nope.. Im over stressed!!! and I cant slp.. the stress is taking over mi to the extend tat I dun even feel tired.. why is this fucking 3000 word essay making mi all stressed up??? and goodess!!! Im really putting on weight... I feel so sick when I see myself in the mirror... look at my fat arms!!! ARGGGG!!! I feel like taking a knife to slice it up... (see!! Im so stress that I almost cant even spell "slice"... it took mi like a min to tink how to spell it!)
My hands are itchy... its really itchy where u need to scratch it... Am I striking a lottery??? Shd I go buy TOTO or wat??? Its really itchy and Im scratching until its turing red... Hmm.. will consider... cos I normally dun buy toto... only when my mum force mi to buy.. as usual...
My projects are actually almost done... but left with EG... Now while I blog.. I have this stack of books and notes in front of mi that make mi go like "aiyo.........." and honestly Im stuck at one part where I nv seem to go beyond tat... so sick!! so sick!! so sick!!!
oh yah... I went compasspoint this evening and made a pair of red specs... It cost mi $230 which I consider okie... compared to my previous pair, the gucci.. that cost mi almost $400... but well, finally Im done with a new specs and I can wear it during exams... cos everytime during exams period, my eyes are always super tired but no choice I always force myself to wear my contacts... but NOW... I dun need to!!! (HAPPY mi!!! *clap hand*) HAHAHA!!!
Fri going to sentosa with phy, kat, jas, min and many more.. dunno who else going... tink Tuang is going too!!! Anyway, I dunno why Im going.. Im not gonna go for suntan.. nor am I going for a swim in the sea which I DUN DARE!!! cos u noe lah.. so many incidents happen...nor am I bringing poco there to play... AND my exams are round the corner... by rite, I shd be at home mugging my books.. HOWEVER "by left", Im defying the normal routine of studyin and enjoy myself on wed and Fri 1st.. Muhahaha!!!
I tell u!! I swear Im throwing this fucking com away the very min I get my labby!!! Its irritating mi to the max... & Im literally bashing the com up... Marg and Na will noe wat I mean by tat.. cos they "witness" tat b4...
Arggg....... stupid EG is enough to stress the shit out of mi and now the stupid com is super lack and is to the extend tat I type one word.. it takes like a couple of seconds to appear!! Is this slow kk!!! Im already at my boiling point.. u can realised tat the 4 letter word keep coming out in my blog which normally I dun write out in full... normally I'll "censored" it by putting the "star star" thingy in between... watever.. I dun have the mood to do tat...
One more day to suffer and I'll "fly" to Party World for my KTV session!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
3:47 AM.
