Met Peishi for dinner... and dinner was suppose to be only the 2 of us.. and ended up with a total of 6 pple eating!!! Met Kat and Jas at Taka.. and they were abt to have dinner... so we decided to have Jap food at Cine together... and as we walk along... met Phy and Yande... & obviously they joined us too... Had fun during dinner, food was not too bad... But Phy was so BAD!!! she did smthing that is so freakin OBVIOUS & she tot tat I didnt notice... however, somewhere & somehow the VERY MOMENT she pushes Yande to the seat and I saw her face... I knew wat she was up to!!! (P/S: Phy!!! Dun forget!!! I didnt noe u a decade for NOTHING!!! PLS!!!) Anyway, Ive enjoyed dinner...
Peishi & I went for coffee aft tat... the rest went for movies... didnt join them cos there are so much catching up between the both of us... as usual.. talk alot alot alot!!!
Hiaz... I realised tat as I grow older I get so emotional!!! I dun understand why... but somehow, Im like a crybaby ever since Jjiangoo passed away... (fyi: Jjiangoo is my 1st puppy) Ive not tell this to many cos I know I cant control my emotions...
Some pple may tink its stupid to cry over an animal... But u nv understand a dog owner's feelings.. wat I can say is I see Jjiangoo thru a stage where it really impact alot in my life... & the only thing I didnt regret was I defied my mum's warning abt Jjiangoo's virus and carried him the last time b4 he passed away in the mornin... it was really sad.. I tot I had gotten over this matter after 3 years plus.. but the fact is I still havent... I left the name Jjiangoo and not naming my nxt dog the same name cos I wanted to rem him.. its an emotional roller coaster at tat point of time tat I cried 3 solid days...
& this evening when I jus happen to talk abt the past and some personal stuffs to peishi... I started to tear nonstop for no reasons!!! do u believe it!!! I detest this particular part of mi NOW!!! & I realised tat I cant mention anything abt Jjiangoo... cos literally EVERYTIME I tok abt him... I will cry like nobody's biz I tell u!!! I told Jas abt how much I love this lil' baby when he was still alive... I cried until Jas was tearing with mi & kat had to buy tissue for mi.. & another time was when I was having wine with daryl & bridger.. they happen to ask mi abt Jjiangoo... and they didnt know tat THIS was my soft spot... not to mention... I cried again!!! & this time even worst.. it took mi even longer to stop crying!!! Funny thing was daryl tried comfortin mi and say if I dun stop he will also start crying too!!! Haha...
In the past, Im a person that HARDLY cry much... When my great grandma passed away... I didnt even had a tear flowing down my face... NOT EVEN having tears "floatin" in my eyes... do u noe to the extent.. I was like forcing myself to cry!! @_@ I find it so so silly when tinkin back...
Anyway, its good knowing how to relieve your emo as its bad bottling up... I remembered my lecturer, Jeffery Goh did mention... "why women lives longer??" and answer is "becos they know how to CRY!!!" haha... He's indeed a very interesting lecturer!!!
Feel good tokin abt this again... cos finally Im not crying in front of anyone but my monitor... haha... BUT anyone whoever came across this bloggie... u noe wat cannot be mention in front of mi.. or else u have to provide lots of tissue paper hor!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
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