Sunday, October 02, 2005 10:09 PM
Ive came to realise smthing that Ive not really tot abt todae....
Wat is frenship means to one??? and wat is a difference between a "buddy" and a "fren"??? Now I ponder abt such issue... Definitely a buddy is hard to come by.. and Im very very fortunate to have not only 1 but a few buddies which I treasure so much... at times they can make mi so moved tat Im willing to give up anything or do anything jus for them...
However, I jus dunno if its my fate or JUS my luck where I have terrible frens that one can imagine.... buddies always say Im stupid... but the actual fact was I dun want to drag my other frens and put them in a difficult position.... tis is ONE fuckin thing that I detest...
I can withstand all kinds of nonsensical stuffs provided they dun climb all over mi... I WILL bite u noe! Dun ever scream your bloody head in front of mi cos tat will only make others feel disgusted towards u...
Come to tink of that.. Ive really made a disastrous mistake of resuming a frenship one & a half years ago which I SHD NOT have.... things have change... one shd nv take things for granted and only care for oneself!!! Dun be selfish.. one will suffer in the end... & one day.. everyone will jus keep a distance frm one and the frenship will eventually disappear...
I will nv want such a frenship... and I utterly regret it!!! Now Im not the only one that suffer but frens around mi too.... If Ive not resume tat frenship.. none of such things will happen...
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
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