Sunday, October 17, 2010 12:44 AM
Had a bad evening today... even more so when I was heading to dempsey...
I shdnt have even give in to peggy's persuasion to join the get-together... not knowing that I would be qtn by someone I tot would not have know wat is happening...
Questioning me did not help and had made situation worst... cos not only it did not help clear the air but made me feel disappointed with this long time fren of mine...
11 years of friendship... This has shown how well this person know me... then be it... today it's like a "wakeup call"... all these while its just self-decieving for referring them as "buddies"... why do I always feel that there is a "wall" between and I would nv be like the usual "maesie" that I am in front of my other close peeps like phy, peggy, jas, gene, margaret and zenn... I tend to hold back comments reason being, I dunno wat she would be tinking and the fact is I also couldnt figure out what is going thru her mind...
I give up... Ive been disappointed with this fren for a long time and I didnt express it obvious becos I always have this tot in me "its hard to come by with a fren of so many years..." but subsequently, I feel the friendship between us is drifting apart.. more and more so as time goes by....
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
12:44 AM.
Wednesday, October 06, 2010 10:42 PM
Counting down to several activities...
This coming Sat (09 Oct '10), I'll be heading down to Wu for auditions... Auditioning for the "Dance New Areana"... Its a dance musical production in June 22-26 2011... and yes, its next year! I really hope Sheila will be choreographing the hiphop segment which I personally feel I could execute & feel her style better than other instructors... 3 different basic dance styles will be done during the audition (Hip Hop, Girl's Hip Hop & Jazz) however auditioners can only select 2. It's pretty obvious which 2 I'll be doing... cos Im still not quite a "jazz" dancer yet....
The long awaiting concert is finally here... October 23rd... finally the chance has came for me to see top korean grps like Big Bang, FT Island, Shinee & Girl's Generation... (^.^)b HAPPIE!!! Im kinda "mad" over G-Dragon at the moment hence I really really want to see him in person... oh man!!! his tattoos on both his lower arms which read "Dolce Vita" & "Moderato" are a charm and that adds on my "crave" to see him IN PERSON!!! lol.... and of course FT Island is also one of the reason I want to watch the concert... hopefully the seats that vonn bought are good seats with good "visual" of the entire concert... the sad thing is we couldnt buy the red zone (the most ex tix @ SGD258) which is the 1st few rows away from the stage... the tixs were wipe out within that day of launch... =( well, not much of a choice, Im considered lucky to have my hands on the 2nd most ex tix @ SGD218... so looking forward!!!
Having performances on Oct 30 and subsequently Xmas performance at Taka on Dec 19... its been awhile since Ive last performed... hmm... since end Feb (which is Code Edge 2010) Hope the performances will turn out well... Though the regulars are coming together to put up this performance but amongst us, somehow, there are still a differentiation in standards... I was hoping so much that my clicks will put up this performance such as Chingyi, Jas, Gene, Puayson, Ange and me.... Ive realised the great improvement we all had since our last performance together in DOC... and I wanted so much so much to see that "improvement" myself with all of them in the item... haiz.. however, its only mi, chingyi and gene in the item whereas the rest are regulars in class... I will hope for the best... =) Hwaiting!!!
Took leave today and the day just pass so FAST!!! Before I even realised it... Ive to prepare for bed soon.. and to wake up at 530am tml morning and a boring day of "viewing documentations" starts and ends at 6pm....
I guess Im "destined" to get myself stuck in this job....
Come to tink of it, I shd update my blog more often...
Good Night....
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
10:42 PM.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 6:48 PM
Had a hella time recently...
Straight 6-days dance classes, late-nite rehearsals, performance, multiple bdae celebrations, sudden madness for FT Island & their music, junk food cravings, korean drama (once again) made mi stayed home watching it, wedding dinners and many many more...
Though physically & mentally draining but am enjoying wat I am doing...
Work sux.. wats new... still looking for new job opportunities but progress isnt good... slow... in fact way too slow. Well, I need to speed things up and at this rate Im looking for one, I tink I wun be able to leave this god-damn place even by the end of 2010. T_T
Things in life dun always goes the way you want it to be... there are always the ups and the downsides... well, for me, its neither up nor down... life for mi is too boring... I need smthing more than that... I need new excitment however, saying is one thing... getting the kind of "excitment" that Im looking for is ANOTHER thing...
Not much inspiration to blog lately... Shall wrap things up by posting some pics of my bdae & Zenn's wedding instead... For those who have been reading my blog, miz u all ya!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
6:48 PM.
Sunday, April 04, 2010 1:06 AM
I WILL have my 3-6 months break... possibly next year....
I would love to make a trip to Europe... London, Paris, Prague, Switzerland etc etc etc... if time / money allows... =)
What would I be doing if I were to take my 3-6mths break?!?!
I would LOVE to make a trip to Japan, Taiwan or even the States to tour around & maybe take up dance classes to expose myself to the local dance scenes there... How nice if all the above can be done next year...
Im so looking forward to my Tokyo / Osaka trip which is only abt 2 weeks down the road... I realised I have not plan my Tokyo intinery... @_@
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:06 AM.
Saturday, April 03, 2010 1:42 AM
Had an awesome breakie this morning... scones, nice hot coffee, chocolate & plain bagels with cream cheese & butter... Yummy!!! however it would be PREFECT if the scones were from TWG... hur hur hur!!!
Went to watch "How to train your dragon" with peggy this afternn... NICE!!! I LUV IT SO SO SO MUCHIE!!! ohh!! Luv toothless (the black dragon in the movie) LOADS!!!! he is damn freaking adorable!!! he's mad cute!!! really!!! I would definitely buy if there were plush toy of toothless... =D
Got my chewy vitamins... taste really good!!! though it says 2-6 chewy vits a day.. haha!!! Cant resist so took more than tat... muahahaha!!!!
Its 1.52am already... no wonder my eyelids are damn heavy now!!! haha!!!
Alrite before I wrap things up here... shall post this cute pic of poco "caught in the act".. as usual taking my sock when he tinks I didnt notice. HE'S SO WRONG!!!!!!
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
1:42 AM.
Sunday, March 28, 2010 2:32 AM
Time REALLY REALLY flies....
Ping has already left for korea 2 days ago... Peggy just msn mi to decide on the day to catch the movie "How to train your dragon".. & suddenly I rem catching "Percy Jackson & the Lightning thief" with ping & peggy a couple of weeks back... =( seems so un-real that ping has already left for korea & I wouldnt be able to see her for like a year? or more than a year?!?!?! Haiz... ping will not be there for my bdae this year either.... T_T
3 more weeks, Tokyo/Osaka!!! HERE I COME!!! See!!! as I've mentioned... time REALLY flies~~~ Before I even knew it... I'll be on my A380.. on my way to the shopperz' paradise!!!
Had my Sat packed with programs... 1st was heading to the career fair @ suntec in the early aftnn... A HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!!! waste my blardy time!!! Pathetic no. of banks took part in this career fair... ok!! IN FACT!!! its only ONE BANK which is DBS/POSB.... (-____________-") someone from the insurance sector who wanted to so-call "promote" his position as an insurance agent to me, ask me wat kind of jobs am I interested in/looking for.... so I told him probably the banking sector but the main purpose to the career fair was basically just to take a look & nothing else.... n he gave a sheepish smile n commented there are only TWO banks participated in the fair.... I was like HUH... f**king pathetic!!! MISTER!!! YOU CALL TAT TWO?!?!?!?! DBS /POSB!!! YOU CALLED TAT TWO?!?!?! To mi, its equals to ONLY one bank!!! watever it is... this will be the 1st & the last time Im going to such fair....
Had skinny pizza for lunch.. n had starbucks in the late aftnn...
When I was @ starbucks... DAMNIT!!! this VERY STUPID MAN knock into me while I was holding onto my freshly brewed coffee... spilled a third of it onto my poor fingers... Hurts so much tat I couldnt even utter a single damn word!!! Freaking burning HOT!!! My fingers were all red & sore!!! Taking into account tat this stupid man keep apologising to me & passing mi endless no. of tissue papers to clean my hand.... I spare him with my vulgarities but ended up with a scalded middle finger!!! T_T Couldnt cont wearing my Tiffany ring so I took it off cos it hurts so bad, SO BAD that it hurts even when Marg attempts to give it a gentle stroke...
Went to catch SDD (SINGAPORE DANCE DELIGHT VOL. 1) near taka @ 730pm... Was a good show but there are like 28 teams competing... WAY TOO LONG!!! 2.5 hrs of standing till my back aches like mad.... no joke....
Btw, FANTASTIC performances by certain dance grps!!! they really "WOW" the crowd!!! Congrats to No.Na.Me & LaFuse who got into the finals (which was expected!!!) now deciding whether to catch them at the finals in April anot... Shall decide then...
Perfectly Imperfect - Lil' Star
2:32 AM.
Sunday, March 21, 2010 7:30 PM
